Tuesday, November 24, 2009

有意思 xDD

I had read a meaningful article in mandarin in a leng zai's blog =D
So ,I decided post it up here n share with everyone who read my blog..

每個人身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友,不是女朋友的女朋友..
你們可能相愛過
,你們也可能喜歡著彼此,但是,為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起?

也許他為了朋友之間的義氣,不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見,你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造,他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早,還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚,你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲,對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心,而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起,你們還是保持了朋友的關係。
但是你們心底清楚,對這個人,你比朋友還多了一份關心。

即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街,你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。
他有喜歡的人,你口頭上會幫他追,心裏卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困難時,你會盡你所能的幫他,不會計較誰又欠了誰
男女朋友吃醋了,你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友,
但你心
中會有那麼一絲的不確定。

每個人這輩子,心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友,很矛盾的行為。
一開始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然發現這樣最好。
你寧願這樣關心他,總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友,彼此不會吃醋,才可以真的無所不談。
特別是這樣,你還是知道,他永遠會關心你的。
做不成男女朋友,當他那個特別的朋友,有什麼不好呢?
心中的這個特別的朋友...?

是誰呢?

很多的感情,都因為一廂情願,最後連朋友都當不成了。
常覺得惋惜,可惜一些本來很好的友情。
最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你,如果你沒有反應,
這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去,
這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注,
表白了之後不是成了男女朋友,
要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的,或許對方不在意,
你們還可以是朋友,但卻已經不如從前的好.=)

So, Appreciate =)

Friday, November 20, 2009

A happy thursday night =)

19/11 = HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to Mr.Destiny Choo ..XD


hope that he like my present.wahahhaa =)
anyway, I enjoyed friends fooling around at westlake yesterday night.

not to mentioned the details.
LOL,cuz am worried whacked by others.xDD
so the content is -P&C-
just
so surprise my dear yling is the most concious on that night..XD

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

I am better now =D

S.I.C.K
I hate you,I never love you ><
Fall a sick on Sunday..
Maybe is rain cz kampar rain contently and I din bring umbrella go out =.=
what a lazy rabbit ! that is why I fall a sick..
fever,dizzy,feels very cold even I pull on my jacket and switch off the fan ><''
Feel better when I wake up in yesterday morning,just feel cold..
go to class and take my midterm like normal..
still action when met friends outside the lecture hall that I am recovered & no need meds already =.=
but,
After class and lunch.It rain heavily in a sudden with no clue!!!!!
Gosh,Every1 run to the parking lot =.=
so, it means I kena hujan again T_T
After back,I took a warm bath..
but it seems not effective!! I just feel no energy & cold,cold and very cold!!!!!
TOTALLY FREEZE

feels so pity myself that time =.=
Luckilly I still able to send a text to friend to help me to buy medicine.
and
I am now recovered^^



meds always looks creepy !! uek =p

p/s : thank you choo & toitoi =) although d medicine looks creepy, but it save me.LOL

p/p/s : my assignment group member,so sorry that I cannot do my work properly this few days.I will do it better as I promise ^^

Saturday, November 14, 2009

friday..

Friday mood = Stuck

I cant get out of bed today,or get you off my mind.
I just cant seem to find a way to leave the love behind.
I aint tripping,I am just missing you.
Every now and then when I am all alone.
I'd be wishing that you would call me on the telephone.
I am such a fool
I cant take it what am I waiting for..
My heart still breaking,I miss you even more.
And I cant fake it,the way I could before.
I "hate" you,but I miss you
I cant stop thinking of you..

A moody friday for no reason..
A sleepless night again...
After watching some videos that others posted up

Maybe I am missing you,James..

Everyday I was like seeing you in Uni..
When I am playing fluff,I think of you ><
Remember those day you kinda forced me to play this application & want me send to you items.
Now,d game is kinda no meaning to play anymore =(
cuz where there is no "fight",there have no fun ='(

R.I.P my friend I guess you are an angel up there now =)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

8thNovember



8th November 2009


is my 19th Bday =D
my last teenage year..sobx

so,

I am now officially & legally 19th
Thank you every single wishes that I received =)
Thank you every cards & presents.
I do love it , appreciate it , remember & keep in my heart XD

Thank you birthday cake and pressie from my housemates ^^
1469 so much

Thank you my dearfriends & d "surprise" too =)
Who is the first to wish is not a big deal la..LOL

as long as 有心.
I love d present so so much btw =D


Saturday, November 7, 2009

R.A.N.D.O.M.S.N.E.S.S

Saw this picture from other's blog.
Personally like it very much..XDD
There is one more month to december.
That mean shopping time..XD
Need to save some money for this ..ACCESSORIES, ;)

Jeans,shades,purse


Shoesss..That is d thing that I always not enough no matter is heels,flats,sneakers,wedges.. =_=

Btw,
I'll like to mentioned that

I Had a great friday night..
Luckilly I followed my classmate go out..

@ sincero,Ipoh.
current classmates...
They are super high..LOL
We had tried different kind of alcohol..*cool*
After that I have not much to mention coz I switch to barroom after 2 hours =p

sincero
I called out sn yesterday.
Then after sincero,both of us switch to barroom =P
Halloween Night in barroom was not bad thou..
Only thing is there is Just too crowded.

p/s : thank you everyone =)

Friday, November 6, 2009

^_^



Things that happened,happened

We cannot change it no matter how..
Keep sadness inside your heart..
Let it be our memories..
Let them Live in our heart..
Passed is passed..


So,Let's get to move' on =)
cheers.

p/s :
A big thank you to everyone.
My friends,classmates.
Every single messages that I received
Every single person who accompany me in d hard time.
I do appreaciate it =)

Special thanks to :
Yling : XOXO
Swee nam : Thanks to acc me when those sleepless night.
Andrew : Thank you la,*heart you* I know what is family for ..XD


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

想念是会呼吸的痛

我们的梦想
你总说 时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天 就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多么 寂寞的倔强
你没说 你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动 自我地过
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛
你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了~
Dear James,
I am sorry that I cannot attend your funeral.
I am sorry that I have no guts to see you for the last time.
I am sorry that I am such a coward that I stand outside d hospital but I am not strong enough to go in..
I am sorry..
That is only tears flow like tape water.
I still cannot accept the truth.
I just sembang with you through hp almost an hour before that.
We haven't go Dubai YET,our dream vacation.
You haven't reply me which camera should I buy yet.
You still owe me photos.
Why you dunwan send to me? Now,I din even have a photo of us ='(
We still owe each other a warm hug.
I am sorry complain about you but you are not wrong.
In my mind,you just go somewhere very far away study with jing xing& shy gin.
I will not forget whatever you told/teach me before,
you are my sunshine ..
yes,I will continue my life bright as sunshine.
you always told me that :
Cause of negative.. Thus positive exist..
I will remember this =)
I miss the time we crazy about fluff =)
Thanks the time you beside me when I am not happy
Thanks for the memories.
You are my extraordinary friend.
That is too late to tell anything.
I will always miss you until my last breath.

TO : Jing xin
Last respect for you,I couldnt believe I saw you for the last time outside the lecture hall.you will be missed dearly.

TO : Shy gin天使
我美丽的阿盈姐姐, you will be missed dearly..My dear cousin sister.

Rest in peace,my dear friends
I appreciate our friendship & the days we are together