Conclusion of 2009

2009..
I am not doing well in almost everything.
Whatever I did was so not "shun shun li li"
in academic
in friendship
in family
even in personal & L.O.V.E
There are so many obstacles pop out in everything I did,it makes me headache & damn moody..
Besides,
I also lost friends & a cousin sister in a night like forever T_T

So,everything is just so not okay!

but..
there is one thing I treasure & appreciate it very much =)
that is friends and family..*hugssss*

In 2009
I knew lotta new friends in new semester n we had a great time=]
even get free "tuition" when I got problem in my studies..
n
being close & closer with my dearest friends..
they support & offer shoulder to lean when I need them ^_^
thank you all for being good listeners =)
n
of coz my dear family..
They support whatever I did, like cover me in a warm blanket no matter what had happened
*love you*

In conclusion
No matter what had happened
No matter how bad it was
No matter how suffer I am
I am still lucky
I am lucky that I had great friends & family =)

p/s : wish & bless me will get a good final exam result..XD

Dear
my family,my friends,bloggers ,my <a little bit readers> & everyone out there,

MERRY CHRISTMAS =D

Love,
Shee Jan

THE MESSAGE

很久没看过这么过瘾的历史片了，或是谍战大片。赞！！！
虽然有些画面血腥，残忍,不过却很真实。。
因为历史上，当年很多革命前辈经历的苦难可能比这个还残忍得多=[

《风声》
讲述代号为“老鬼”的某位共产党地下工作者，依靠高超的电报破译能力，打入日伪情报组织内部，不断为共产党提供敌方重要情报，为抗日事业做出了重大 贡献。

1941年春末夏初，共产党委派一名代号“老鬼”的特使前往杭州，秘密召集在浙的抗日反伪地下工作者，谋划有关联合抗日反汪的计划。
由于一份加密文 件被破译，这一消息被敌方获悉。当“老鬼”得知这一情况后，立即把情报交给了情报员“老枪”，让他通知组织赶快取消这次会议。

但“老鬼”没想到的是，由于 一名投降者泄密，“老枪”的行动已受到了敌人严密监视。
“老枪”以收垃圾为名偷偷拿到情报，在街上和共产党“老汉”接头并传递情报，结果，“老汉”被 捕，“老鬼”传出来的情报也陷入敌手。
于是，日本特务头子龙川肥原知道了有内鬼的存在，当即将接触过那份加密文件的吴志国、李宁玉、金生火和顾晓梦秘密软 禁在杭州，彻底断绝他们与外界的联络，欲查清四个人中究竟谁是“老鬼”。

面对身份即将暴露的危险，为了将关乎我党在杭州地下组织存亡的情报传递出去， “老鬼”机智地与日伪及国民党军统特务周旋，制造种种假象迷惑敌人，使得 组织内部陷入混乱，搞不清谁是真正的“老鬼”。
但因条件所限，最后关头“老鬼”不得不以牺牲生命来降低肥原对自己的怀疑，并在临死前与同屋居住的译电员联 手，用一幅画有不同长短小草的图画来代替莫尔斯电码将情报成功传递出去。 审讯越来越白热化，最终，顾晓梦举报了吴志国，后者正生不如死之际，李宁玉又举报了顾晓梦。

原来，顾晓梦和吴志国都是共产党员。 老鬼是顾晓梦，老枪是吴志国。 为了传出情报，二人在无计可施的情况下决定牺牲一人，保全另一人。
最终顾晓梦惨烈地牺牲，吴志国保住性命，顺利地传出了情报。
我欣赏顾晓梦对保护她国家的说词。
她说 ：日本人永远不会明白..老鬼，老枪不是一个人，而是一种精神.

Happy Birthday

23/12-Happy Birthday to my only sister =)
Happy 15th~~~
All d best =)

my current obsession

bareback !! bareback !!! bareback!!!! bareback!!!!! bareback!!!!!!

I want a bareback new year =)
bareback tops,bareback dresses come to me!come to me!!! XD


A jacket .. ;D& I want a pair of jeans like this..this is so rugged..XD

flats..
it is time to get A black/silver or pearl white flats after i had so many funky colour of it =) A pair of mid heels/pumps..want something that is not more than 2.5inches =D

Exam is over...HOLIDAYs on d hse xD

Final exam over..
hope that I can pass =)

Holidays start =D
but there is no any plan yet..

Christmas is near..
but I still have no plan T_T
I guess there is no Christmas present for this year..*sobs*

Me wanna shopping...
there is lists of item that I want to buy..
awwww...but lack of money ><
somebody sponsor pleaseeeeeee...
**suddenly want my mum read ma' blog**

Me wanna party...
wanna budweiser,vodka lime,tequila shots,etc..
but no party kaki here...aikz

Me wanna learn back my violin..
not learn,is practice more n more in this semester break..
violin ROCKS,it is not always classical for me..XDD

Me miss BEACHES...
wanna jet ski,skuba diving,snorkelling...
too bad now is not d season..
any1 want go with me???
I am always available..=P
I want to go phuket!bali!
perhentian also ok larr...redang,langkawi,even pangkor also not bad..
LOL..just anyone want join??

^_^

Thank you guys ♥
I can handle it,no worries...
Although I won't get a very good grade,but at least I think I can pass,that is more than enough already at this moment..
cuz I am sucks in maths >.<

like AQ said : 我说你行你就行！XDD
So,
After days of studies and practices,I am SURE i can do it pretty well ♥
Anyway,thank you my dear friends & help that offered ♥
it do works =)
heart youuuu all.. ♥ ♥ ♥

我很辛苦

压力压力压力压力

我很担心我的数学考试！！！！！
从来没这样压力过
每次读书能读到哭，
我还是头一次
还真不像我
我觉得透不过气，
发生很多不如意的事情
心情超烂的，脾气超差的。
不开心，
避免庸人自扰。。
还要自己对自己说 ：
Life isn't Fair, but Life is still Good; Appreaciate..

或许其他人会觉得这些不很重要
但我的心脏却负荷不了，
很怕自己会支撑不了；
天天跟自己说我是能的，我是最强的我是最坚强地。。
都快觉得我快变成成天自言自语的神经病。

我不要被当，我要在2010JAN读DEGREE =）
加油！
我是能的能的能的
不断地催眠自己！！
SAY YES I WILL
SAY YES I CAN
CAUSE I AM SUPERWOMAN
YES I AM
OH LET ME TELL YOU
I AM A SUPERWOMAN..
I CAN COMPLETE MY FOUNDATION BY 2009 & STAY AT KAMPAR 3yrs MORE.