21st :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~HAPPY 21st :D ~all the best P.M.Y
hope you enjoy our celebration & present.XD

Teambuilding Presentation :)

teambuilding presentation :)
everyone did a great job...
n
the most most most tired n exhausting week passed..XDD
just have fun my group mates.


p/s :
thank you for my group member.You do help me alot :)
i am sure my emotion wont affect it anymore♥

makan makan XD

after those assignments
we have a short break :)
makan all the time in the whole trip...
eat whatever you want,
order whatever you want,
go wherever you think you can relax,
n we do :)
just we have only one stomach for each,
if not...WE WANT MORE XDD
and of cuz,
all of us have a great time.
thanks,peep:)

:)

what you have read in my blog
it might be not what you had think
sometimes I just write it out what is my feelings and also my thought :)
it is just another way to express my feelings
I am not an emo freak
chill, people <3
I just wrote it out what I want to talk but i cannot say it out
only words do,
so I write :)

i HATE you

do not say sorry if you not meant to

just sorry that you are being caught

最熟悉的陌生人

I feels that we are the most familiar stranger

I am tired

I never realize losing a friend for life is more heartbreaking then losing a lover

If loving you is a crime,then I am sorry..

truth

the girl whose hearts are actually breaking

the girl who smile and nod

the girl who blink back their tears

the girl who secretly cry themselves to sleep

the girl who listen to sad music alone


because despite we tell everyone else, "I am fine"


I am not fine at all

happy birthday :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to lengzai Chen Hwa :)
all the best to you
n
wishing you happy as always..XDD

:)

你可以自由
我愿意承受
只是
把昨天 留给我 :)

Nobody said it was easy,

No one ever said it would be so hard.
So
I'm doing all my best I can.

err-SIGH-mentSSSSS

introduction to mass communication :)
we need to produce a magazine for our subject.
so my group decide to do a student's fashion style of magazine.
n
we are the models inside.xDD
LOL LOL

these are one of my favorite of everyone's photo :)


wei kiet, the nerd :)
mun yee, the bohemian styleXD
yennie , cutie petite girl :D
me, the sexy one..totally swt ><""
kah jin, the active one XD
coco, formal wear XD

hope we can do it well :) n of coz gain HIGH marks XD

pointilism =)

conceptual design first assignment :)




and this is my work :)

and of cuz
a group photo with my lovely lecturer, Ms Leong and my group members :)

too late

You say the words but I don't feel right
What do you expect me to say
You know it's just a lil too late
So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on

you know I can love with all of my heart,babyC
I know I have so much to give
but

Again and again
Your chance has come and gone
To be real, it doesn't really matter anymore

You will never knew how hurt is the sentence is
how hurt the night was
maybe you not even remember what you had said
so just let it be..

LET IT BE..


let us just back to the beginning :)

sunday

cleaned & cleared
nothing about me anymore

thank you still
heartache still
tears drop still
everything is just an illusion
nothing is real but tears

no one to be blamed
no one to be cared
no one to be loved
only me n nothing left anymore

i wish i have a wishing cup,
put all my wishes inside and it will become true :)
somehow i wish i have a trash can,
to throw out all of the unhappiness inside and it will disappear

in real life
there is only myself help to get out of the thorns
i always wish handle everything in a bitchy way
i just couldn't
i thought i am fully recovered
i realize it is just a thought
i am not
i am a liar
i have surrender my soul :(

i am taking it back
i deserve the best
I am getting stronger
thanks for making me a fighter.

TIME HEALS

近况
一言难尽

最近
有很多话想说
但
有些话
会造成伤害
说了 就再也收不回来了
所以
我选择保持沉默 :)
我希望
时间会让一切复原

current addiction :)

i like d chorus part :)
what a nice song..

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘
我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

那條路走呀走呀走呀總要回家
兩只手握著 晃呀晃呀舍不得放
你不知道吧後來後來我都在想
跟你走吧 管它去哪呀
這杯咖啡忘了加糖
真 不是我那麼傷感
世界太復雜 你說單純很難
我當然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只 有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘
我知道你 也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠 遠分享

我們沒有在一起至少還像朋友一樣
你遠遠 的關心 其實更長

昙花一现的快乐却换来伤痕累累
有时候，我宁可啥也没发生过
then we can live back the normal and sweet days all together :D
talking nonsense for all the times
share every feelings to each other
jealous jealous sometimes but he/she do not know XD

however,
what happens had happened.
heartbroken that cannot be mend.
sorry no cure
tears drops also no cure.

so
Imma trying hard to get those days back :)
no more sorrows
no more fear
all the best to me.
-xo-

blue

能不能给我一首歌的时间

紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远

在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠

哦 如果你想忘记我也能失忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间

把故事听到最后才说再见

你送我的眼泪

让它留在雨天

i just realized jay chou song is so damn emo =(
i cannot help myself not into the moody mood.
shud not listen to every jay chou's song when you are moody T___T

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I just ♥ tulips for no reason :)

for you

你还好吗？

我说谎了，我一点都不好。

因为无助，你从来不了解

心痛有多么强烈，若要我为爱妥协

我宁愿它幻灭。

告诉了你，有帮助吗？

不告诉你

因为不想不必要的郁闷

我们说好的，是不会更改的。



因为

我是自私的，我想你不是真的

不成熟的感情，让我变得小心害怕

你知道吗

我没有你想像中那么坚强&勇敢

我只是用微笑去伪装。

我一直在想

如果我赶追求 我就能有吗？

属于我们的爱 该来的会来吗 ？

不会吧，那只是我太天真了。

我

有好多好多的话想对你说

悬着一颗没着落的心，舍不得又无可奈何 

我想

你很清楚吧。

我 每天无法不想你，连闭上眼还是你

想念燃烧个不停，我快置身灰烬

我保持镇定，但最后还是溃不成军

我

再也没有权利再把你抱紧。

亲爱的，我现在才知道我是那么的不干脆。

我很快会没事。。你知道我哭过了，发泄完了就好了

所以

我 会很快复原。

或许你会认为在短短的时间，有必要这样emo吗？
几个月说长不长，说短不短。
皆因我喜欢上了让我奋不顾身的你。
我答应你的，我一定会做到。一切回归正常，我亲爱的朋友 :D

i ♥ 相愛無夢

跟你抱著 未等於愛上
不再抱著 未等於不想

你我在這分鐘 說過無緣再見
下秒鐘再湊巧碰上

即使一起 貌合卻又神離
分隔兩地 日夜掛著愁眉

在各自結新歡 卻暗地拿你去比較
現有的 始終偏袒你
有心愛你卻愛不到
抱緊了你卻又未想終老
再等到與對方失散以後
就會知 原來誰最好
愛不到至會更想愛
抱緊了你我又無心裝載
我跟你也破不到 男與女之間 愛情的定數

一 個個活恨抱著情人 一對個活有掛念誰人
到尾話要分開 你我尚有惻忍
又再探聽對方新聞

即使一起 貌合卻又神離
分隔兩地 日夜掛著愁眉

在各自結新歡 卻暗地拿你去比較
現有的 始終偏袒你
有心愛你卻愛不到
抱緊了你卻又未想終老
再等到與對方失散以後
就會知 原來誰最好
愛不到至會更想愛
抱緊了你我又無心裝載

我跟你也破不到 男與女之間 愛情的定