Sunday, September 19, 2010

beauty with a commitment :D

Just a short update ^__^
It is a Saturday's girls- day- out with sweet jelly, kerina and also dear celine :D
spontaneous trip right after the exam..
duh~~~~~
cha bo memang,no spend money will get sick XD
went for a japanese restaurant for dinner that jelly suggested,
it is good in taste and service :)
went jusco~ go to skin lab grab some masks :)
exam period,really need some good skin care..
and also bought a facial wash,foot cream n a foot scrub..
foot cream n foot scrub for a better n sexy legs :p
as you can read,
the paper bag printed : beauty with a commitment XD

p/s :
right after the juicy and sweet moment,back to the deadly bored town-kampar again.
lols,time to make out with my lecture NOTES xD
see ya~

Thursday, September 16, 2010

all time favourite

nikelback is so good :D
this is my top favourite in nickelback :)
enjoy enjoy...






不要问我为何
我就是
很不喜欢,很讨厌 ,讨厌,讨厌,讨厌,讨厌 !!!!!!!!!
恨不得盖几巴掌下去!!!!!

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

pink

Love the pink rocks !!! any questions ?
Pink,it's my new obssesion
Pink, is not even a question
Pink on your lips of your lover
Pink is the love you discover
Pink as the bing on your cherry
Pink,cause you are so very. . . . .
Pink, is the color of passion
Cause today it just go with the fashion !
Pink, it was love at first sight


OKAYOKAYOKAYOKAYOKAY...

I shall stop talk nonsense...lol
stress aje..XD
get myself off from my dearie laptop :(
and study for 2mlo early morning paper..
ciao,and best of luck for me :D

Monday, September 13, 2010

理由?借口?见仁见智XD

越长大,越难和另一个人在一起。

不是因为条件。

还是有人喜欢你,你也活得比以前更好,

不再那么任性,更像在投资的艺术品。

也不是因为对爱情死心。

突然听到的某首歌,会让你不自禁模糊了视线。

一些场景,一些气息,始终无法忘怀。

朋友帮你介绍时,你也会满心期待。

但却依然单身。

闭上眼睛吹蜡烛的时候,总是希望身边有另一个人一起许愿。

一些客气的场合,有人来搭讪,话题围绕着你单身的原因。

而他们最后给出的结论是,你太挑了。你在心里面笑,所以其他人都不挑?

其实你自己知道,为什么不能好好谈一场恋爱。

就是因为,你太清楚自己是怎样的一块料,

所以不会再轻而易举把自己交出去。

就像是,有一天你发现跌倒以后的伤口,会开始留下疤痕,

于是走路时不敢再大步跨出去。

因为,你惯性太强,记性太好

认识一个人很简单,忘记一个人很困难。

你曾经心满意足的闭上眼睛,让另一个人带你去任何地方,

最后却差点回不来。所以不能再失去方向感。

于是你就变得胆小了。

以前喜欢男/女生有幽默感,现在更在乎 安全感

以前打电话找不到人就拼命的打,现在发了短信没回应,即使心中有波动也可以忍住。

以前最有兴趣的话题是对方的过去,现在会先关心这份感情有没有未来。

所以,空暇的时候,

你宁愿和朋友在烈日下逛街,也不愿让对方觉得自己很在乎什么。

你安慰自己,有朋友就够了,一个人生活也很好。

你忘记了当另一个人男/女朋友的感觉,

当那个人出现时,你开始慌张、害怕。

只是,你并不是一定要单身,

就像你也没计划过一定用哪只手写字。

不过是,既然如此了那就这样吧。

你想要有人一起旅行,一起看电影。

你想和那个人说自己准备好了,只是没有勇气,请对方多一点耐心。

你想说不再需要太多惊喜,在心里等的是一份相守以望的感情,

抬起头来相视而笑,安心的生活,如此而已。

randomly read in fb's notes :)

somehow it is a nice article..

reasons that being single ? or just excuses ? depends..XDXD 

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough


nice song for the windy afternoon :D
*recommended*

and
and and
FYI,GG S4 is back XDXD
premiere is 13 sept :)
just screw the exam away and have an 40 mins premiere break :D
cant wait the sexay chuck bass return the screen *loves*

stress


Exam period is on the track :(
all the best to my dearest friends :)
take good care of yourself by not falling sick..
study hard and smart,peeps <3
let's fight for the glory..



Tuesday, September 7, 2010

I will get a better life

think again and again...
It also happen again and again..
in the end,

I have learned
"silence is golden"
yea,this statement is just so true !
but it only applied on CERTAIN situation only :)
sometimes, we need to speak out loud by not guessing

sometimes, we need to speak it out by not let any misunderstandings occur

sometimes, we no need to speak it out when d situation may get worsen

sometimes, silence = ppl are not care about it.They wont speak it out loud because it is not a big deal to them.

so
just so NOB = none of my business
whatever happened,happens
just throw it aside n let it go..
cuz
think/care too much on issue/person that your opposite not really care about it
it is just worthless~


It is just so Whaaaattever..
seriously SCREWed YOU =P

you get your new life i guess

I should,
save my time
save my tears
get up n let go :)

from now on,
I will fight to get my NEW targets :D

Final exam is coming

bloody finals is comins...
GOSH . . .
I still playing,fooling around
after back from a sweetest trip with parents..
I shud START study :(


better prepare for my final exam from the next minute :)
BUT
celine said :
I started revision for the bloody-finals.
Read it all, done it all, and forget most of it
. *bang-wall*
Get your fingers-crossed for me.
Wish me lucks, a lot of LUCKS!

hahahaha..same happens to me @_@
better get myself off to do revision PROPERLY XD

Thursday, September 2, 2010

LOVE IN DISGUISE

I prefer this movie poster ,it is so nice :)

I love this scene ..XDXD

Famous from an incredibly young age, Du Ming-Han (Wang Lee Hom) has only ever known a celebrity pop star existence.
Yet, despite all the glamour, there is still something lacking in his charmed life - true love. With the help of fellow musician and friend Wei Zhi-Bo, Ming-Han disguised himself as a regular Joe in the hope of finding true love.
While incognito, both of them stumble across the performance of a classical Chinese orchestra. Ming-Han is immediately captivated by the melodies of the guzheng soloist, Song Xiao Qing (Crystal Liu Yi-Fei), a student at the Shanghai Conservatory, whose affections lie with the accomplished but arrogant virtuoso, Mu Fan.
In his attempt to spend more time with Xiao Qing, Ming-Han promises to help her get together with Mu Fan. As Ming-han and Xiao Qing grow closer, it becomes increasingly difficult to conceal his identity.


Watched it n it
I rate it 6.5 over 10
it is just so sweet
n. . . .
i pavillion cinema..:D

nice song XD


习惯一个人看戏 习惯一个人旅行
习惯一个人静静想你
想你现在在哪里 想你会为谁担心
想你是否已忘记
忘记那段爱情 忘记那颗泪滴
忘记了所有不该忘的回忆
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着
对你说我只想要我们能快乐
曾以为少了你的陪伴不算什么
怎么我微笑着 心却是痛的
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了
我明白错过的从此难以复合
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的
那么重新选择是不是来不及了

忘记那段爱情忘记那颗泪滴
忘记了所有不该忘的回忆
我来不及将你的手紧紧握着

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

:)

The expendables =)
It was not bad...It have a lot funny scenes XDD
It makes me have a great weekend too..

A team of mercenaries head to South America on a mission to overthrow a dictator. Once the mission begins, the men realize things arent quite as they appear, finding themselves caught in a dangerous web of deceit and betrayal. With their mission thwarted and an innocent life in danger, the men struggle with an even tougher challenge one that threatens to destroy this band of brothers.




In the movie, Phua Chu Kang who is making his name in Malaysia gets a surprise visit from his mother, Ah Ma. Unfortunately, Ah Ma went missing soon after. When he finds her in an old folks home, Chu Kang suddenly finds himself scoring a renovation project for the home! Strange things happen when the residents of the old folks home slowly pass away one by one. Apart from that, Rosie will also become the centre of attraction for Frankie Foo and Mr Lim, the owner of the old folks home



About this movie, I go for it because it had been a really boring day I had ..
It only SO-SO...
not really funny as I thought,ahhaa..

somemore the cinema is freezing!!
there were only have 10 ++ ppl watching when I was there..XD


This is the movie I watched in cinema in the past 2 weeks,and the outings was lovely =)

A Lovely Day to me,
It's Not about what you have done,what kind of movie you watched..
Not about the movies is great or sucks..
But about who you spend the day With =]]

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Miss Liong farewell dinner =)

Farewell dinner with Miss Liong
It is a great dinner with everyone =]

A Lovely Meal to me It's Not about What you eat
But about who you eat the meal with
~~quoted by Miss L XDXD
group photo with our dear lecturer is a must
Shee Jan =)
and of coz everyone took a single shot with Miss Liong =]


Coco
Yennie =]
P.M.Y munyee
Jiun Shyan aka Lau
Jason..also a nice poser
JunKee =DAllen XD

Miss Liong,
wish you all the best in the new working place =]]
thanks for guiding us and teaching us patiently in this semester..
you got USP that others cannot fight with,no worries..hahhaa

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

有意思

有一個女人,大家都誇她煮菜很好吃,於是,每次聚餐的時候大家在打麻將嘮家常的時候,她在準備餐點。

有一個職員,領導覺得他很能幹,於是,在公司組織大家旅遊的時候,他留守,因為領導覺得,如果在大家都出門的時候,突 然有了什麼工作,只有他有能力獨自完成。

有一個音樂創作人,他的作品捧紅了幾個歌手,於是,老闆在推新人的時候讓他為新人創作一首歌,並告訴他,這個新人紅不紅全看你了。

有一個學生,成績一直排名年級第一,於是其他同學休息的時候玩耍的時候享受青春的時候,他一直埋首在書本裡面。

有一個人,大家都說他樂於助人,於是,別人有做不完的工作、搬不動的貨物、還不上的錢、沒空照顧的花草寵物都會找到他,他除了自己的生活之外,又負擔了各種人的各種生活。

有一個人,大家都說他是個好的傾訴對象,於是,大家失業了失戀了、跟朋友吵架了、丟錢了都會找他傾訴,他每次都停下手邊的工作,聽大家的困擾,挖空心思給予對方勸解安慰。
 ……

如果那個一直煮菜的女人有一天因為某種原因沒有為大家準備餐點
大家應該會說:她什麼時候變的這麼自私懶惰,大家不是也是看她做菜好吃才讓她做的嘛,自己有點本事就不知道北了。


如果那個能力很強的職員有一天只是做了自己份內的工作,
經理應該會說:這樣的員工真是沒有集體榮譽感,經常分配工作給他是看得起他,幫同事分擔一點又不會死。

如果那個創作人的歌碰巧沒有捧紅那個新人,
老闆應該會說:這個人對工作太不負責了,明知道是公司砸重金的新人,卻不用盡全力創作,擺明了是讓公司的錢打水漂。

如果那個學生不小心有次考到了第二名,
老師應該會說:這樣的學生應該沒什麼潛力能挖掘了,這麼努力學卻退步了,以後也應該沒什麼機會繼續進步了。

如果那個樂於助人的人有天拒絕了幫別人把煤氣罐抬上樓,
那個人應該會對鄰居說:人都是會變啊,這社會真是越來越冷漠了。

如果那個知心大姐某次拒絕了傾聽一個人的怨念,
或許那個人會說:世界上又不是就剩你一個人了,又不是非和你聊天,幹嘛裝出一副不愛理人的樣子,我已經很慘了,真是一點同情心都沒有的人。
 ……

或許你這樣怨念過誰,或許你曾經遭遇過這種怨念。
好人都是被架上去的,一旦架上去就下不來了,所以就只能一直當好人。

當好人很,而且一旦有天覺得疲倦,很可能就會馬上從一個好人變成大家口中的壞人。

 就像一個人堅強久了,偶爾受傷的時候也不會有人安慰。

 就像一個人自己做了很多決定,偶爾拿不定主意的時候也沒人會給個可借鑒的建議。

 就像一個人很大度,所以大家對他開的玩笑也越來越狠,越來越離譜。

 我不要做個好人,我想要好好的保護自己。

 請記得,我不是個好人。

p/s : i found it is meaningful :) so I just share it

Saturday, August 21, 2010

BORING @__@


I keep telling myself that I don't miss you and that I don't love you,
hoping someday I'll believe it.

Technically i'm single, Emotionally I'm completely taken
cause in my mind i'll always be his even if he is not mine anymore

In my mind he isnt worth anything,
but in my heart he is worth everything

Loving you was my favorite mistake.

Should I smile because you're my friend, or cry because thats all we'll ever be?

A million words would not bring you back,I know because I've Tried.
Neither would a million tears,I know because I've Cried.

I'm sorry for crying over you,
because I said I wouldn't.

Forget d times you walked by,Forget d times you've made me cry
Forget d time you held my hand,Forget d sweet things if I can
I can no longer pretend,I have to remember Now that you're just a friend

How can you be friends with someone
If everytime you look at them it makes
You want them even more?

My heart was taken by you,
Broken by you and now
Is in pieces because of you

How do you heal a broken heart? I have no idea where to start

Sunday, August 15, 2010

curiosity


Always
I curious about benda yang saya nampak
but
from now on
I am not going to ask questions

because I am not going to hurt myself by my own AGAIN caused by curiosity :)

so, do whatever you want as long as you are happy :))


Saturday, August 14, 2010

raning saturday ♥





me likeylee hom
keep repeating this song in the rainy afternoon :)

夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多得是 你不知道的事
我飞行 但你坠落之际
  
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨 碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事

Thursday, August 12, 2010


彷彿還是昨天

可是昨天 己非常遙遠
但閉上我雙眼 我還看得見

可惜不是你 陪我到最後
曾一起走 卻走失那路口
感謝那是你 牽過我的手
還能感受那溫柔#

那一段 我們曾心貼著心
我想我更有權利關心你
可能你 已走進別人風景
多希望 也有 星光的投影

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

♥ ??


I wish my eyes could speak
what my hearts feels for you
because my lips can lie on what is true
My eyes couldn't because if I close them I could still see you.

I duno what to do already..
feels like i gain nothing.
i hate doing things that no pay back in the same way.
It just makes me feels torturing.
feels like we are focring ourselves to talk with each others but meaningless
it is just like a normal daily routine that we must do,
feels like it is just another drama or revenge
you may say I am SENSITIVE,
you may say my heart already not comfortable like last time
but Don't you feel the same?
you also not treating me like before ALREADY.
i cannot feel the warmness at this moment.

we
are kinda try to save everything but we save nothing still.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

21st :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~HAPPY 21st :D ~all the best P.M.Y
hope you enjoy our celebration & present.XD

Monday, August 9, 2010

Teambuilding Presentation :)


teambuilding presentation :)
everyone did a great job...
n
the most most most tired n exhausting week passed..XDD
just have fun my group mates.


p/s :
thank you for my group member.You do help me alot :)
i am sure my emotion wont affect it anymore

makan makan XD


after those assignments
we have a short break :)
makan all the time in the whole trip...
eat whatever you want,
order whatever you want,
go wherever you think you can relax
,
n we do :)
just we have only one stomach for each,
if not...WE WANT MORE XDD
and of cuz,
all of us have a great time.
thanks,peep:)

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

:)




what you have read in my blog
it might be not what you had think
sometimes I just write it out what is my feelings and also my thought :)
it is just another way to express my feelings
I am not an emo freak
chill, people <3

I just wrote it out what I want to talk but i cannot say it out
only words do,
so I write :)

Thursday, July 29, 2010

i HATE you



do not say sorry if you not meant to

just sorry that you are being caught



Wednesday, July 28, 2010

最熟悉的陌生人



I feels that we are the most familiar stranger
I am tired
I never realize losing a friend for life is more heartbreaking then losing a lover

If loving you is a crime,then I am sorry..

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

truth


the girl whose hearts are actually breaking

the girl who smile and nod

the girl who blink back their tears

the girl who secretly cry themselves to sleep

the girl who listen to sad music alone


because despite we tell everyone else, "I am fine"


I am not fine at all

Sunday, July 25, 2010

happy birthday :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to lengzai Chen Hwa :)
all the best to you
n
wishing you happy as always..XDD

Thursday, July 22, 2010

:)



你可以自由

我愿意承受

只是

把昨天 留给我
:)



Nobody said it was easy,

No one ever said it would be so hard.
So
I'm doing all my best I can.

err-SIGH-mentSSSSS

introduction to mass communication :)
we need to produce a magazine for our subject.
so my group decide to do a student's fashion style of magazine.
n
we are the models inside.xDD
LOL LOL

these are one of my favorite of everyone's photo :)


wei kiet, the nerd :)
mun yee, the bohemian styleXD
yennie , cutie petite girl :D
me, the sexy one..totally swt ><""
kah jin, the active one XD
coco, formal wear XD

hope we can do it well :) n of coz gain HIGH marks XD

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

pointilism =)

conceptual design first assignment :)




and this is my work :)

and of cuz
a group photo with my lovely lecturer, Ms Leong and my group members :)

Friday, July 16, 2010

too late


You say the words but I don't feel right
What do you expect me to say

You know it's just a lil too late

So let me on down

Cause time has made me strong

I'm starting to move on


you know I can love with all of my heart,babyC
I know I have so much to give
but

Again and again
Your chance has come and gone

To be real, it doesn't really matter anymore


You will never knew how hurt is the sentence is
how hurt the night was

maybe you not even remember what you had said

so just let it be..


LET IT BE..


let us just back to the beginning :)

Sunday, July 11, 2010

sunday

cleaned & cleared
nothing about me anymore

thank you still
heartache still
tears drop still
everything is just an illusion
nothing is real but tears

no one to be blamed

no one to be cared
no one to be loved
only me n nothing left anymore

i wish i have a wishing cup,
put all my wishes inside and it will become true :)
somehow i wish i have a trash can,
to throw out all of the unhappiness inside and it will disappear

in real life
there is only myself help to get out of the thorns
i always wish handle everything in a bitchy way
i just couldn't
i thought i am fully recovered
i realize it is just a thought
i am not
i am a liar
i have surrender my soul :(

i am taking it back

i deserve the best
I am getting stronger
thanks for making me a fighter.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

TIME HEALS


近况
一言难尽

最近
有很多话想说

有些话
会造成伤害
说了 就再也收不回来了
所以
我选择保持沉默 :)
我希望
时间会让一切复原

Saturday, June 26, 2010

current addiction :)



i like d chorus part :)
what a nice song..

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘
我知道你也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠遠分享

那條路走呀走呀走呀總要回家
兩只手握著 晃呀晃呀舍不得放
你不知道吧後來後來我都在想
跟你走吧 管它去哪呀
這杯咖啡忘了加糖
真 不是我那麼傷感
世界太復雜 你說單純很難
我當然都明白

可是呀只有你曾陪我在最初的地方
只 有你才能了解我要的夢從來不大
我們沒有在一起至少還像情侶一樣
我痛的瘋的傷的在你面前哭得最慘
我知道你 也不能帶我回到那個地方
你說你現在很好而且喜歡回憶很長
我們沒有在一起至少還像家人一樣
總是遠遠關心遠 遠分享

我們沒有在一起至少還像朋友一樣
你遠遠 的關心 其實更長

Tuesday, June 22, 2010



昙花一现的快乐却换来伤痕累累
有时候,我宁可啥也没发生过
then we can live back the normal and sweet days all together :D
talking nonsense for all the times
share every feelings to each other
jealous jealous sometimes but he/she do not know XD

however,
what happens had happened.
heartbroken that cannot be mend.
sorry no cure
tears drops also no cure.

so
Imma trying hard to get those days back :)
no more sorrows
no more fear
all the best to me.
-xo-


Saturday, June 19, 2010

blue


能不能给我一首歌的时间

紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远

在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠

哦 如果你想忘记我也能失忆

能不能给我一首歌的时间

把故事听到最后才说再见

你送我的眼泪

让它留在雨天

i just realized jay chou song is so damn emo =(
i cannot help myself not into the moody mood.
shud not listen to every jay chou's song when you are moody T___T